Server Ban Appeal - Bluecobrakai

[Bluecobrakai]

SS14 account: Bluecobrakai
Character name:Honkles.
Type of Ban: Game.
Date of Ban and Duration: Date - 7/3/2022. Duration - Perm
Reason for Ban: "Detonaying c4 in the middle of security as clown + telling sec office to 'strip [him] harder."
Server you were playing on when banned: Server name.Wizards Den Lizard [US West]
Your side of the story: I had gone and gotten clown cloths while working in sec at the start of the round ( I was a sec cadet because I had forgot to turn it on never ), later in the round I walked into sec to see they had caught the bomber that bombed had bombed the front of hops office so I stuck around to see what would happen and me being foolish grabbed the c4 that one of the sec put on the ground then after that the prisoner started saying he wanted to be executed/die so I suggested that we put the c4 on him (not my best idea) while we were walking around looking for a spot to execute him I failed to see the warden telling me to not use the c4 somehow and armed it the os disarmed me and threw it out of sec and it exploded in the entrance of sec then i was arrested striped, and at the time I had gotten riled up and made a sarcastic snotty comment and thats about it. 
Why you think you should be unbanned: Id hope to be unbanned, Ive been attempting to think before I act and it was going so well but then I slipped up and got myself into trouble again. Id hope to get another chance I really regret what happend and ive just got this terrible feeling of guilt in my stomach
. I am a fun loving type of person that likes to role play I have helped many people in the game I like to build alot of extensions to the station fix stuff heal people and when I get into the zone I can really make things happen. ? I do not think the reason for my ban was unfair i do thiink the durration was unfair I know I have gotten banned in the past but I dont think that the things I did make me deserve a perma ban I do think that I deserve a week ban to allow me to reflect on my actions.
Anything else we should know: This is one of the only games I play currently and its my favorite game I play I just want to be able to play with the people I know again and be forgiven for my actions as a player of ss14. 

[Stealth16]

Unanimous admin consensus is to deny this appeal. You may appeal again in a month, preferably with a voucher of good behavior from a SS13 or another SS14 server.

Edited July 18, 2022 by Stealth16