aza server ban, second appeal

[Aza]

Ban reason: Sexual activities (Sarcastic. I was trolling.)
Length of ban: till i appeal
Events leading to the ban:  fully aware that my previous appeal was rightly rejected. I've taken some time to reflect on my actions, and I want to address the concerns raised by the admin regarding my behavior. So, I started as this fresh sec cadet, trying to get my head around things. Got laughed at, lost my gear, warned the robber about gunfire, got fired, arrested, laughed at again, died, and then I went and checked out the ghost roles.I found this Pai thing, still mad, and typed out some  stuff i regret.  It was dumb, it broke server rules (my bad for not paying attention), and I feel like an idiot. I know I messed up.  No excuses. I was trying to be funny, but it was just dumb. I'm seriously sorry for that. I'm not here to throw around excuses, just to say I get it, I messed up, and I want to learn from it. I like being part of this community, and I want to be a decent player. I totally get it if you're not sure about lifting the ban, but I promise I won't pull this kind of crap again. the "masta got me working" comment was a failed attempt at humor on my part. I had been fired from sec, was feeling bullied, and ended up doing jobs I didn't want. I used a TikTok sound without considering its potential implications, and I  apologize if it came across as disrespectful. There was no intenion to make light of anyone's people, and I'm truly sorry for any offense caused.
Regarding the azmar more like cockmar comment It was 3 am, I was fatigued, and my attempt at humor sucked ass. I apologize for any discomfort or concern it may have caused, and I understand the importance of being more considerate in my actions.
 was immature and impulsive. I know it was inappropriate, and I want to make it clear that I understand the weight of my words.i thank you for taking your patience in allowing me to appeal.
I recognize that my behavior has been unacceptable and intolerable and im truly and deeply sorry for that. I understand if there's skepticism surrounding my appeal, given the nature of my previous infractions. However, I genuinely want to play this server like a normal player and stop breaking rules , and I'm willing to take whatever steps necessary to demonstrate my commitment to positive and respectful behavior.

[Repo]

Due to your attempt to evade your ban, you are banned indefinitely. You may appeal your ban, but only at least 6 months after your last ban evasion attempt, and only with a voucher of good behavior from another SS13/SS14 server.

A voucher of good behavior should be obtained from a well-known or decently active SS13/SS14 server. If it is a mainstream server, we recommend using that server's admin-help to ask for a voucher from one of the administrators explaining that you are trying to appeal a ban on SS14's Wizard's Den and want to show you have been a problem-free player during your playtime on the server. A voucher should be indicative of at least a few months of play. If the voucher is not from a mainstream server, let us know and we will figure out a way to verify it.