1, the taser was on a dead body and i wanted it for self defense
2, the clown consistently insulted me right before i attacked him, the message that made me want to attack him was "Churb has something for you, it's between Churb's legs"
3, yeah the chaplain thing was my fault, i didn't intend to harass him, i grabbed the bible, got burned trying to use it, and made the chaplain wait until i got burn meds before returning it. if i hadn't returned it i would've been arrested and it would've been taken anyway or i would've been killed.
4, the botanist had previously attacked me and attempted to kill me when i was attacking the clown, i was getting rid of the barricades they had inside the doors to botany because all doors are already locked by keycards and i think it's unnecessary to block them any further unless someone breaks it
5, i was friends with the chef, when the botanist attacked me the chefs joined in
6, i used the taser to take their knives because they were attacking me and i didn't want to die
7, you put on my ban message that i was banned for violating rule 8 and "general belligerence," although yeah i did start two of the many fights, generally it was in self defense. if i am to be banned for starting those 2 fights then i will accept a punishment but a 4 day ban for mostly self defense seems a bit much compared to the fact that bombing a public area gets you banned for the same amount of time. starting 2 fights should not grant the same punishment as self antagged terrorism
I may be in the wrong in some spots but there was never any harmful intent besides when the clown insulted me, i used non damaging stuns after you told me not to attack any more people and change my character's name. I agreed to not be a dick and change the name, not being a dick doesn't mean i have to let other people kill me.