Well I do understand what an antag is, sorry for the confusion the clown was in sec and running around and the police weren't much of a help. honastly I did read all the rules but I did kind of skim over them so in my head i only thought of around 3 slurs that you would get perma banned for it didnt fully register what it meant in my head. I will play the game much more peacefully now though and pretend as if im walking on egg shells now just as a precaution