I'm fine with being punished, it's not like I didn't break rules, but a perma ban for saying a DM that said "Hey you can just kill me in game, I'm going to get food and take dog out. Fuck permabrig" is excessive. When for the rest of the shift we RP'd and the admin (Chief_Engineer) was watching us.
I say he was looking for a reason to ban me because it felt that way, when I told him that I messaged Jacksan on discord he said nothing other than "thx" and banned me because he finally found his reason to.
He was spamming me in ahelp and I was complying with what he wanted while I was trying to talk to security. He was rude and aggressive, and he was a happy little dude when he clicked that ban button. I also caught an attitude with him since I was annoyed and overwhelmed about having to RP and talk to the admin at the same time.
Also in my opinion, the cargo situation falls in RP. I was QM, so I was simply trying to protect my men, all the people in cargo said they had fun, and it was a great shift, but the 5 people in cargo having fun at the cost of the other 60 players on the server is not a good trade, I understand that now.
Like I said I can handle a ban; for it to be perma is excessive. I am a new player to SS14 and I am simply asking for forgiveness and redemption. Maybe forced spectator for a couple rounds, or job banned from anything with power for a week, or a simply a vacation few days. I love this community, game, and player base and want to be a part of it.